I am an anorexic...an eating anorexic but still one the same....I wasn't concerned with my appearance...I just didn't like to eat. Often the smell of food would nauseate me and I couldn't eat. I'd put a fork of food to my mouth and my stomach would flip. I couldn't eat it if I wanted to....it would come right back up. I didn't take pills or laxetives or force myself to throw up...my system would do it for me. I struggled with it from age 15 to 24. I still live with the systoms of it every day. I smell something cooking and instantly get nauseated. I started eating a meal and within minutes my stomach is churning. I don't throw up anymore....I've learned to stop when I know I need to. I do drink a lot of liquid nourishment, fruit & veggie blends, protein shakes. When I was 22 I had 2 misscarriages within 6 months, I weighed 89 pounds & I am 5'5". That's when I discovered what my problem was. They checked everything trying to find a reason for my not being able to eat. By age 23 I was up to 100 lbs. At 24 I met my husband, I was 102....He called me a walking skeleton. I explained to him what was wrong with me and he decided he was going to get me over it. Every morning he made breakfast and he made me eat it before he left for work. What he didn't know was that I was tossing it up before he got to the end of the driveway & we had a short driveway. It took several months but the food started to stay down and I could eat in small portions without getting sick. Like I said, I still deal with it every day & I am now 51. But...no longer am I a walking skeleton.









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