I wish I could say I was a creative genious with artistic gifts! I got ripped off with this bipolar disorder by apparently the only redeeming factor of this illness! I can only draw stick figures and I can barely color in between the lines. :(
I wish I could say I was a creative genious with artistic gifts! I got ripped off with this bipolar disorder by apparently the only redeeming factor of this illness! I can only draw stick figures and I can barely color in between the lines. :(
ALL mental illness is demonic. cast out (in the name of Jesus) the demons day by day out of the individual who is ill and that person will gradualy get well. GUARANTEED.
I believe in the power of prayer also. I am a born again Christian. I am not possessed by a demon. I may be oppressed, and I believe the mentally ill are more vulnerable to that kind of thing...but God is with me and His mercies endure forever.
After 2 years of not taking med's consistently because I thought that by taking them I was not trusting God....God revealed to me the burden I was on my parents. So I prayed for the first time about it. I asked God if I should take the med's. He gave me the answer within 15 min. through a Bible study work book that I was studying.
After I prayed I went to the lesson for the day and it didn't even seem to belong in that study because of the subject, but it was there. It was about when King Hezekiah was dying and he prayed to the Lord for healing. God sent the prophet to him and he told him that God was going to give him 15 more years and to apply fig leaves to the boils that was killing him. (I'm paraphrasing)
There was God's answer. "Yes, take the med's". And I'm glad I have because I was suffering needlessly and so was my family. Not that I don't still suffer, but I can live with the con's to taking the med's better than without.
God does not heal everyone although He could with just a Word. But He has given us medication to relieve us and doctors too. (Not all doctor's are right for us). When God told King Hezekiah to apply the fig leaves to his boil He was giving King Hezekiah a prescription. And that was what the lesson was about...God gives us prescriptions and sometimes even complete healing. But is appointed for man once to die...and if God healed everyone no one would ever die. The fact is that not everyone gets a miracle healing...but I know if it's God's will He can do it. And I don't think it's wrong to hope for that or pray for it.
You are obviously a far right who calls themself a Christian. You give Christianity a bad name. I am a RN, Christian, Artist, who has worked with the mentally ill. I also have bi polar disorder and no amount of prayers will change that. I was born a special person with a disablilty and I use medication which if given the correct med helps the illness. If you are on the wrong meds you will feel bad. I have a great doctor and support system. I am not ashamed of my condition nor should I be. I would be ashamed if I had your attitude. You need to dig a hole and crawl in it!
if you use your mental condition as a form of suffering, then there is great value in it. the person who knows how to suffer enjoys great peace. most people with mental conditions are also close to the invisible world of spirituality, which continues to exist after this present world passes. many people would say Padre Pio suffered from a mental condition, but it also became very physical. Some believers in medication also deny the presence of spirit. Medication is also very expensive. It would be best if a sufferer of a mental condition could learn to accepet despair as being sinful, overjoyous as being dangerous, and when insulted to return no insult, to offer all suffering to God.
I am not mentally ill and I am what is a true Christian. You on the other hand should consider seeing a psychiatrist, a shrink, a therapist, counselor, or clergy to help with your deep rooted freudian fears of anal retentive syndrom.
Have you been taking your meds regularly?
I believe that without God it is possible for anyone on the face of this planet to lose their mind. Look at the uncertainty of the times, tomorrow is not promised and that can be horrifying to deal with. I personally tried to commit suicide while in my senior year of college in 2002, but I had an encounter with God that changed my life forever. So if peace is what your looking for accpet Jesus into your heart and i GURANTEE you peace, joy, the kind that surpasses all understanding. And since then i have encountered some of the most diffiduclt times in my life but unlike the changes and instibility in my life, God never changes. Try Him and see..."Oh taste and see that the Lord is good."
I absolutely agree that receiving Jesus Christ is the only salvation and comfort anyone can have. But I've was born again not too long before I was diagnosed bipolar disorder. I know I would not have survived if I did not have God in my life. He sustains me and encourages me, and comforts me. I've never been so close to Him or seen Him work in my life so clearly as the times that were most difficult for me. He is faithful. But I had to cling to Him and seek Him diligently to be encouraged daily.
Every time I read "Foot prints in the sand" I am reminded how God has carried me through.
I read this article at work today, and could not wait to be home so I could comment. Thank you Newsweek for publishing an article that even opens the debate of medication. I am what I consider to be a "lucky functional schizophrenic". I was diagnosed at 28, and I had a master's level education by that point in my life. I do take medication today, but the effects can be crippling. It took years for me to find a mix of medications that bettered my quality of life. I believe that each of us is responsible for our own body, so of course, a no-brainer, medication is a choice because each person will react differently to different medications and different tolerence levels. Medication is not a cure all, and of course there is no cure for schizophrenia at all - which is why I feel no schizophrenic should ever be denied disability benefits. I have been denied twice, or I would be happily at home. It is debated in my case with myself, my psychiatrist, and therapist if work helps me, it has pros and cons, but at this stage in my life if it a necessity to live and pay for my care. There can be such derision is society against any mental illness, that is a fact. To me, you find out who your true friends are, the ones that are true friends love and respect you just the same. I fall into the artistic, highly intelligent, senstive personality version of schizophrenia, and so it was great to see the beautiful art! It is horrible to me that schizophrenics still live with the stereotype of violence, which has been proven statistically inaccurate. I do question every politician who represents me about the mentally ill and I do not vote for those who are indifferent. My condition fascinates me, I did not ask to become schizophrenic, but it has become the quiet cause of my life. One of my dreams is to fight harder for the rights of the mentally ill, and I might just do it some day. If we live in a true humanistic society, then there is no excuse for the treatment in hospitals, the judgements, and the discrimination. I could detail many experiences, some laughable, about schizophrenia, but I will try not to write too much. The worst thing that ever happened to me was someone who knew I was schizophrenic set a radio with songs I would recognize in a public setting, and I do not know to this day how to explain that situation without sounding crazy. I laugh a lot, I feel you must, some of the things schizophrenics do are so funny and harmless. But to end, I could again write so much, I feel many schizohprenics are so talented and just waiting for someone to ask them about their precious lives. They are truly outstanding, interesting, capable, and vibrant members of the United States, and being schizophrenic is a lot of hard work!! I will keep going strong, and I hope I never stop sharing my experiences.
being diagnosed with bipolar disorder at the age of 18 was a big surprise to me. its a whole new understanding of life on a day to day basis really. i am medicated but when first finding the ones it can be scary. the one thing that irritated me most was the anxiety from new medications while still trying to fit in with all my "normal" friends. no one knows you and your body better than you. not a full year has passed but i now feel more comfortable with my diagnoses, i now know about myself and the meds i am on too. although i still sometimes feel like im not myself i take my meds to keep my parents from worrying. i dont know anyone personally with bippolar so my family is the only support i have. i really enjoyed the article and can relate. the movement sounds awesome. i've always enjoyed standing out from the rest i just never knew it was called bipolar...
i just recently got diagnosed with bipolar disorder not even a year ago at the age of 18 after my own sister thought i had taken drugs. i was up for 3 days straight in a manic state of mind. everyone else around me said i wasnt making sense but its hard to understand. i never made any attempts to hurt myself or others i didnt know why i couldnt fall asleep. at night i would try figuring out math problems i've never seen before and toss a ball in the air to myself in the dark while my sister was asleep. after being hospitalized for a week they sent me to a mental rehab health care center where i was actually scared. i wasnt comfortable sleeping in the hard beds so since im an athlete i started working out to tire myself out. they locked me in a small cubicle where i still kept myself busy with push ups and whatever else i could do. i imagine that is how prison is. being new to all this mental stuff i just tried to understand why this has just now affected my life. i have been on lithium and now depikote. stilll i sometimes feel im not my self, almost a more rehersed me. not as outgoing as i once was. in my manic stages i become exteremly energenic and can not stop myself from moving. i climbed the side of my house, caught my dog from leaving the yard, jogged up mts carrying a tire and danced mexican folklore while i couldnt sleep, all in just basketball shorts. never hurting anyone or my self during this time. i have never experienced a depression swing of bipolar so im not sure what that is like. i enjoyed the article and am behind the movement 100% it sounds very cool. i dont know anyone personally with my condition so my family is pretty much the only support i've had through all this. its cool thogh, i like being different and always have, i just never called it bipolar disorder
I don't know what you would call my problem however i know i would not want to live with the feeling of dred every minute of my life. Also rolling stomach and the feeling of bugs crawling all over me, plus hyper ventilation to the poiint of fainting all the time with pins and needles all over my face, throat, and mouth are not symtoms i would like to live with. I am medicated and doing well for now, thank you very much and have been for 40 years or i would not have been able to funtion.
I think I might have bipolar disorder, but I can't be sure because I have never been to a psychologist or psychiatrist... I think that if these people can handle it, and they feel good living this way; then they should. Personally I do not think Virginia Woolf, Edgar allan poe, Da vinci, or Mozart were at all "normal"...
I have never been to a psychiatrist or psycologist, but I think I have bipolar disorder... I don't know....
I just understand that these movements and expressions may be good. Genius minds throughout human history may not ahve been at all "normal". I don't think Edgar Allan Poe, Virginia Wolf, Mozart, or Da Vinci were at all normal...
I'm balanced on medications for Bipolar.
I have Bipolar. For the last eight years I've tried every pill in the book. I even tried ECT (Electro Convulsive Therapy) because I was tired of not being stable taking pills that made me sleepy, depressed and fat. In order to do ECT you have to go off all medicications. After a week I was hullucinating, talking to people who weren't there I didn't recognize my husband or children. I became catatonic. They said this was unusual. They put me back on medications and it took me a week to be somewhat stable again. Now, I am stable with very little medication. I still have my down days and I still take the medications that make you gain weight. But I've also joined weight watchers and my weight has slowly started coming off. Going off medications is NEVER an option for me again.
you know what! i am diagnosed as skidzo effective with a personality disorder otherwise not specified and manic depression, everytime i see my doctor UP THE MEDS UP THE MEDS and the side affects are killing me LITERALLY lithium, SHUTS DOWN THE LIVER, how can they clone a sheep but not create a medication that doesn't hurt someone, i am ALL FOR NO MEDS in fact, i never take them i just fill the dumb perscription so he thinks im taking them or he will commit me, i am tired of the system telling me how to live, how about WE tell the system how to LIVE!
you know what! i am diagnosed as skidzo effective with a personality disorder otherwise not specified and manic depression, everytime i see my doctor UP THE MEDS UP THE MEDS and the side affects are killing me LITERALLY lithium, SHUTS DOWN THE LIVER, how can they clone a sheep but not create a medication that doesn't hurt someone, i am ALL FOR NO MEDS in fact, i never take them i just fill the dumb perscription so he thinks im taking them or he will commit me, i am tired of the system telling me how to live, how about WE tell the system how to LIVE!
I'm a Christian, I don't like being high on perscription drugs, and I even tho everyone doesn't believe in the power of prayer, I know that all things are possible through Christ. Keep praying, don't loose faith, and I will pray for you also.
I have a mental illness, and by choice I do not medicate. I have tried almost all medications in the past and to be honest, I live a fuller and much more productive life without it. The meds made me sleepy, depressed, and fat. I gave up on trying about 3 years ago. I have never looked or felt beter. I have a real job now, a relationship that is healthy, and I live independently. I may have bad days that really take thier toll on me, but overall I know that I have made the best choice for myself, and family. I wish Dr.'s took more care when dishing out drugs that impair your personality, and that we were permitted to take a bigger roll on how our mental illness are treated. It makes me proud to see people embrace thier individuality instead of trying to drown it in a dictatorship of poison.
I agree that medications may not be the answer for everyone, we all need to make our choices of how we choose to live our lives. I however choose to live in the context that my children are looking up to me, and from the perspective that they see. I will be stable for them, I will choose to have a more positive affect, cognition, and not be crazy, BECAUSE I CAN!!!!! Medication allows this to be true, so of the 8000 of you who choose not to use medication, that is fine, for the millions of us who chose to have a life that our children don't need to struggle for our cause and because we can't always chose our battles with the 'Right Mind', I will continue to be stable with the use of medication.
Having had personal experience with family members that are mentally ill as well as being a health care professional and caring for mentally ill people on occasion the term "normal" has become relatively simple to define. So long as one's actions do not harm themselves or others around them then Rock On with your Mad self! That being said, I realize that the concept of harming (or annoying or impositioning or downright driving Sane people crazy) others is open to debate. For family members especially this is difficult. My own mother was schizophrenic and bipolar and the on again/off again of medication created a living hell for my older brother, aunts, and grandma. Her paranoia and delusions could lead to very cruel and unjustified lashing out to those around her. On the other hand, when she was on medication she felt like a zombie and was often not functional. In the healthcare setting, my perspective is alot different. There's alot of "normal" people that are impossible to deal with and people with psychiatric diagnoses that I would much rather care for any day. The brilliant/insane issue is certainly an interesting one.
I myself am schizoaffective. I take abilify (you've probably seen the commercials). This whole idea of protesting the phsychiatrists and the medications they prescribe is just a symptom of the illness. Many mentally ill people are non-compliant to taking the medicines that really DO work (I'm proof!!). I understand the stigma's and negative perceptions that come with the disease but it also is true that most people don't judge. I'd like to say that life is better on medication and lots of people aren't perfect. Being symptom free is a good thing and medication is NOT a bad thing. Please seek help if you feel like you have a problem. NO one is going to think you are a bad person. Normal is relaltive. Go to nami.org or nimh.gov There are people that can help.
What do you mean by "symptom" when you say symptom-free?
I myself am schizoaffective. I take abilify (you've probably seen the commercials). This whole idea of protesting the phsychiatrists and the medications they prescribe is just a symptom of the illness. Many mentally ill people are non-compliant to taking the medicines that really DO work (I'm proof!!). I understand the stigma's and negative perceptions that come with the disease but it also is true that most people don't judge. I'd like to say that life is better on medication and lots of people aren't perfect. Being symptom free is a good thing and medication is NOT a bad thing. Please seek help if you feel like you have a problem. NO one is going to think you are a bad person. Normal is relaltive. Go to nami.org or nimh.gov There are people that can help.
Curious, sounds like were all just talking to ourselves or listening to ourselves. Rather than actually responding humanly to each other. Perhaps thats the true definition of a societal mental illness. Maybe just a short term side-effect of blogs and anonymous internet comment posting or texting. --Hey now, theres a new definition for the quantifiers and qualifiers: societal mental illness??? hmmmm??? Although, to give some of us the benefit of the doubt, we were in fact, responding to the article. --Speaking of response, I'm new to this venue, of on-line chatting, so-- defying proper English, can anyone tell me why apostropies and quotes end up as question marks? I'm really not as crazy as I sound, although you never know...
grrrrr, dot dot dot and hyphens also end up as question marks-- now I do really sound crazy, all you online comentators hang in there and know that you are loved, including the ones who want to cast out demons, reopen insane asylums, and call people pitiful jerks, as for me, I don't think this new world of disembodied indifferent comments is mine, I dont think Ill do this anymore, (does not dont and Ill look very strange without the apostropies? dare I use a question mark, yes, just did now, well see if it works, thats we will , not well as in a place you can fall down into) but anyway, this article just struck me as being unusually human and humane so in this case I responded, ok editors and developers, please have fun with the apostropy and quote glitch, enough to drive someone crazy==
I myself am Bi-polar, OCD, who also suffers from PTSD along with depression. I am uninsured and can't afford the meds. So I have taken my illness on myself. I did the research and found with vitamin suppliments I have improved my life greatly. I did this because for years my family has wanted me on meds. I have a friend who also suffers from the same illness other then the OCD and she is under doctors care. And, she suffers with the swings of the medication roller coaster. She has begun to look at what I am doing with my own care and has begun to think her own care through. If I miss 3 days worth of suppliments my family will ask if I have been keeping up on them. So, I know that it is working. I would never take meds from a doctor knowing I can help myself naturally. I hope more people like me will help themselves as I have done.
I agree 100% with you! If you have a mental illness, how is pumping your body full of chemicals going to help. I have done a lot of reserach on natural supplements for ADHD/ADD ( I am a special ed teacher so I was interested) and I have recommneded these to parents and I have seen how helpful they can be! I do beleive that everyone is different and what works for one might not work for another, but I definitely think it is more beneficial to do the research rather than to start popping a whole bunch of pills.
I have been a mental health RN for 26 years. I consider it a priveledge to work with people who generally deal with challenges that would most often bring so-called normal people to their knees. Many mentally ill people are creative and funny and smart, but having said that many people with mental illnesses do not cope well at all. This is an individual and personal issue. If you can choose to be independent and live productively without negatively impacting others then go for it. But if your illness makes you feel tortured, alone and in despair then medication and treatment can save your life. All people make choices that often have negative side effects(eg. a nasty mother-in-law or boss ) but you decide if the end result is worth it to you.
Love this! I have been hospitalized two times for depression. This speaks what my heart feels. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. God is good and can work through anything. I firmly believe He knew I would go to the psych ward twice and He carried me through it; giving me the strength I needed and help to move forward!
Love this! I have been hospitalized two times for depression. This speaks what my heart feels. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. God is good and can work through anything. I firmly believe He knew I would go to the psych ward twice and He carried me through it; giving me the strength I needed and help to move forward!
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